Doors are closing

Doors are closing

You came and walked right in.
My guard didn’t even need to be let down for you.
It was just so amazing that you seemed to already have the keys.
Keys to my heart, keys to my soul.

So no stopping you as you walked right on through.
Amazing in every single way from that first moment.
Even today, I am still amazed by you.
The days are longer now as the distance grows.

It isn’t the way I thought it would go.
I thought for once it was really real.
Well for me I know it was always real.
You push me away with all your might.

Scared you seem of something so right.
I am not going to fight anymore.
You win and I will slowly close the door.
Your choice to let it close though.

I still have hope that you will let it all grow.
Just take it slow and see where the road goes.
Time, time can be on our side if we let it be.
However, you just seem to ignore me.

Hurts deep inside and yet I don’t want to go hide.
I want to look you in the eye and feel amazed all over again.
The connection is there and so easy to see.
You know it is true just like me.

The doors are closing each time you push me away.
I don’t ask for much really today.
Just to matter and to be a factor in your day.
Yet, you still push me away.

The memories make me smile and that you can’t take away.
They will stay with me till the day I die.
I will always remember the day I looked into those eyes.
Deep inside me something awoke and that ain’t no joke.

Thank you for all that you are and all that you mean to me.
I am sad to see you pushing me away.
I only wanted to bring you true joy.
See to it that you got the happiness you so deserve.

Amazed I am still to this very moment.
The doors are closing and the choice is yours.
Do you want to keep them open?
Or just let them close and regret that someday?