I believed in you for so long

I believed in you for so long.
Then the day came when I wasn’t so sure anymore.
I felt left all alone.
Felt like my love was on its own.
Felt despair creeping into my thoughts.
Wondering where you were right now.
Wishing you would just answer me.
Settle it once and for all.
Let me know, just let me know.
That I have your love forever.
Let me know that letting you in was right.
Let me know.
Let me know.
Don’t leave me here just wondering.
Despair waits near and comes closer.
Where are you now?
I need you now.

I believed for so long.
Then the day came when I wasn’t so sure anymore.
Thoughts of you have always lifted me.
Thoughts of you were always enough.
Enough because I simply believed in you.
Where have you gone?
I need answers and you give me none.
Maybe you just don’t hear me now.
Even though it is when I need you the most.

I am looking for you.
I don’t know where you are now.
I need you to hear me.
I am climbing this mountain.
The view is beautiful now.
Each step I go higher and higher.
The view better and better.
Can you see me now?
I am getting higher.
Can you hear me now?
I am at the top.
I can’t go any higher now.
Hear me, see me, love me!!
Just answer me.

Oh Lord, where are you?
Life is hard sometimes.
Just like the hike up to the top of this mountain.
I think I understand you now my Lord.
Life is like the hike.
Beautiful with each and every step Lord.
Yet those same steps can hurt a little too.
None are easy on the way to the top.
Take them too fast, we all do.
And we miss the beauty in each step.
Ah, so take it one step at a time.
Enjoy the view is what you say Lord.
Live this life on the way too the top.
I knew you heard me.
Thanks for the view.