I want to be me

I want to be me

I want to be me.
Not me on drugs.
I just want to be me.
Whatever that is.
Whatever I am.
I just want to be me.
You wanna give me drugs.
Balance my mind so you say to me.
I am afraid you will take me away.
Numb me and dumb me.
I can't let you do that.
No not to me.
I am whatever I am.
That's me.
I want to feel.
I want to be me.
Not a zombie.
Not a drugged up, dumbed down shell of myself.
I am losing me.
Will your drugs save me?
Or will they just burry me?
I just want to be me.
I want to feel it all.
I don't want it disguised.
Let me free.
Let me be me.