once more

Once more………

I know you look at me and wonder why I turn away.
I can’t let you see the dark that is inside of me.
It is within me that the darkness grows and festers.
Within me that the devil lives.
Within me that I have given up the fight.
On the outside I still love very much alive.

So just let me turn and walk away.
Let me go on my own road.
Don’t try to stop me.
Don’t try to fight me.
Honey there is no saving me.
I am too far gone.
Too far gone down that lonely road.

So just turn and walk away.
Go your own way.
And I will go my own way.
Savoir the memories of the good ole days.
The days before I died inside.
The days before the cold moved in me.
Honey remember the good ole days.

The love we had was something to cherish.
Somehow, someway it got away from us.
Somehow it got away from us.
I died inside and nobody knew it but me.
I am gone to far gone now.
Cold to the core.
So please just let me walk away.

Honey I remember the good times.
Don’t wanna let em slip away.
Don’t wanna let them fade away.
So I am gonna keep on walkin now.
You go on now too.

Remember you walked away.
It killed me inside.
Now you tried to turn back to me.
I wanted you so bad.
And you went away.
Now I am dead inside.
And I can’t let you see it.
So I am gonna just turn away.
Go and walk your way.
You have done it before so do it now.
I am dying inside.
So just let me be.

Remember the good ole days.
Just let me fade away.
Fade away.
No chance for you to rescue me.
I am just turning away.
Fading away.

Why are you chasing after me?
Can’t you see that I’m dying inside?
Just let me be.
No telling me it can be like the good ole days.
I hear the words you are saying.
Yes but they float on past me.
No way can I trust thee.
I am dying inside because you left me.
Now you want me.
Why now and why me?

Can’t you just walk away and let me be.
You say you want it all back again.
You think you can save me.
You just want to love me.
How can I trust you again?
Will you turn and run again?
I am dying inside.
And you are trying to revive me.

I can’t run anymore.
My heart simply adores you.
You are part of me.
Love me.
I love you.
Help me live again.
Be with me again.
Live life again.

One more shot.
One more chance.
Hopefully not all for not.
One more shot is all I got.
And I give it all to you.
I give my heart.