Beats

Deep within my heart the darkness lurks.
A place of pain.
A place of fear.
Shattered dreams.
Tattered hopes.

Deep within my heart the darkness lurks.
A place where I feel no more.
A place where the key is gone.
A place where it is cold.
A place where despair rains.

This, yes this sad place existed.
Yes existed deep within me.
Till the day I looked at you. Something inside began to change.
Just one glance, one meeting of the eyes.
Something changed deep inside.

You saw deep inside me, down to the core.
I wanted to turn away.
I wanted to hide the despair.
I wanted to run.
Yet I couldn't run, turn, or move.
I just looked within you.

Then and there it all changed.
The darkness began to fade.
Candles began to burn.
I began to feel.
Alive in the darkened recesses of my heart.

A pulse was born.
Slowly becoming stronger.
Beating louder.
Not something I could ignore.

Walls seemingly made of stone.
Now seemed to fall like grains of sand.
Sand that could stand the test of time.
The test of a true love right before me.
Looking deep within me.
The walls fell and all I could do is what.

Now the walls are gone.
The darkness no longer rules.
I am an open book.
Open only to you.
My love is yours to have.
My soul craves to be with yours.
A new heart beats with love.
Beats with hope.
Beats with dreams.
Beats, beats, simply beats now because of you.

Slippin Way.

Lifes just slippin away
Passin me bye
Another day goes bye
Slippin from day to night
And im no closer to figurin it out
One more gone.
Not down and out.
But still struggling ti give adman.
I ain’t got no plan.
This life is just slippin away.
Days turn to night.
There aint no light.
Darkness invades deep within.
Just slippin away.
Ready to fade away.
Not caring about today.
Not dreaming about tomorrow.
Then there was you.
You change it all.
Made night turn to day.
Darkness began to fade away.
Before I knew it.
Before I could fight it.
I gave a damn again.
You did it.
Cuased me to care again.
Caused me to dream.
To believe.
No the days aren’t slippin away.
The moments drag when you are away.
Time seems to slow till I am with you.
Then the magic begins all over again.
Damn look what you did.
Made me believe again.
Its all cause of you.
It aint slippn away.
I am fallin for you.
In love like never before.
Daring to dream.
Loving you.
You.

That Night

That night………….


He led her by the hand. Her eyes were covered with a soft silk wrap. He had scented it with his cologne to further entice her and to block the scent off where they were going. Her ears heard the sounds of soft and gentle tunes from the IPod he had placed upon her ears. She walked slowly unsure of her steps but trusting in his guidance. One foot in front of the other as he led the way towards the unknown which was arousing her. She tried to feel the ground beneath her feat for a clue but she could not tell anything but that it was a path.

He smiled as he walked with her and admired the sight she was now. She was purely beautiful in every way with her brown hair getting caught in the light breeze which also pushed her dress tightly against her body. He loved the shape it revealed and he enjoyed looking and knowing she could not see him looking her up and down. The dress was cut modestly and the hint of her subtle breasts was driving him crazy. The slit in the dress came to a point that bordered on decency but also where a hint more would provoke the thoughts of men’s mind to race towards insanity. He was throbbing for her and reached to pull her near him. Yet he had to resist, for now, as they were not there yet. No not yet……….this would be memorable for both of them. She would never be the same after this night and neither would he…….

When I was A BOY

When I was a boy I used to dream.
I dreamt I would have it all.
The World would be mine.
It was all in my control.

I developed a plan.
That would bring me to the promised land.
One step at a time.
It would all be mine.

Dreaming and dreaming how it could be.
Dreaming how it would be.
Following my plan.

When I was a boy I used to dream.
I dreamt I would have it all.
The World would be mine.

One day I realized the dreamt isn’t as it began.
Time had changed it all so it seemed.
Where did I go wrong?
What happened to it all?

Dreams of a boy.
Changing as I became a man.
Life didn’t follow the plan.
Gone are the days of dreaming to be the King of it.
Now I am just hoping to sleep in the streets in front of all.

Where did I go wrong and how did I fall?
I had a dream and boy have I had a fall.
Life isn’t as simple as it seems.
I dreamt I had it all.
Never dreamt of the fall.

When I was a boy I used to dream.
I used to dream I’d have it all.
Have it all.